My latest article on umc.org is about the ways the United Methodist Church is united in mission across our global connection. I also get to highlight the ministry in Ukraine that one of my colleagues is leading. You can check it out here.
Also, thanks to my editor and former student, Laura, who always makes my articles better.
One of my favorite parts of our church is the music. I even got to join the choir for one song last fall, and I hope I will get to sing with them more often this fall. The girls have had the opportunity to play their instruments, sing with the children’s choir, and even have had some solo lines. Since they are in band and orchestra at school, I love that they get to use their voices at church. Music there is not the same each week, and can range from a brass group to bluegrass, along with piano and organ music.
Our fantastic music staff and volunteers have introduced me to lots of new music. One of the songs that has really touched my heart is “Plowshare Prayer” by Spencer LaJoye. I encourage you to watch the video, with lyrics or read the lyrics. A plowshare is the sharp blade that breaks up and turns over the soil to create the field ready for planting. Isaiah 2:4, Joel 3:10, and Micah 4:3 all talk about beating “swords into plowshares” as fighting ends.
I pray if a prayer that has been used as a sword
Against you and your heart
Against you and your word
I pray that this prayer is a plowshare of sorts
That it might break you open
it might help you grow.
I am praying the Plowshare Prayer as I pray for peace. I hope you will listen to this song and join in praying with me. May all hardened hearts be broken open to others so that we may love one another as Jesus taught us to love.
I wrote another devotional for umc.org. You may access the article here. In it, I share about how the sacraments of baptism and Holy Communion in The United Methodist Church unite us, and help us grow in our faith. I also share about some recent experiences at church.
This week we turn our focus to Jesus’ final days, crucifixion, and then celebrate the joy of Resurrection on Easter. I invite us to consider the women who stayed with him, even when the men ran and hid.
I’m quoted in this article about the tradition of Mary Magdalene, towards the end. Heather Hahn does a great job explaining how Mary Magdalene has been viewed throughout the centuries.
The podcast “Get Your Spirit in Shape” will air an episode on Good Friday, April 18, 2025 that includes a conversation about Mary Magdalene with me and the host, Crystal Caviness. You can access it here.
Finally, my original devotion about Mary Magdalene invites us to stay with Jesus to the end during Holy Week, and then to proclaim the Good News that He is Risen on Easter and always. That article is here.
The season of Lent this year is from Ash Wednesday, March 5 – Easter Sunday, April 20. I have a few resources to share with you, that I am using this Lent.
First, you can read more about the season of Lent here, in a blog I wrote in 2022.
Ash Wednesday is one of my favorite worship services, because our humanity is highlighted. As the ashes are drawn in the shape of a cross on your forehead or hand, the pastors say, “from dust you have come, and to dust you shall return.” Or something similar. Right now I could use that reminder, that everything is temporary. While good news is fleeting, so is all the bad news. A day to us is but a blink of an eye in the timeline of the world. Even when things feel scary, unmanageable, or infuriating, we know that there are many good people in the world. We can speak truth in love. We can stand up for what we believe in. I learned this kid’s song, “Stand Up, Stand Up” by Miss Katie, in church about ways we can take action. You can listen here. We can do our part to make sure our little area of the world is better because we are sharing our love.
Not every Christian church will have an Ash Wednesday service. If you are looking for one near you, I always recommend this, which is a tool to find a United Methodist Church near you. I am sure there are other tools, but this is my denomination.
Many Christians give up something for Lent to “fast” from it. Others take on a spiritual practice. Both are designed to help you focus more on God during the 40 days leading up to Easter. One thing I am doing is using the book Draw Close: A Creative Companion for Lent by my friend and colleague Stephanie Dunn. You can buy it from Upper Room Books or other sites. Here is a preview. I tend to use words, and I am sure I will as I contemplate each day’s word and reflection. I hope that I also let my other creative parts doodle, or at least not use only words to express my feelings and thoughts. #DrawCloseLent
Finally, this Lent, I invite us to consider using Mary Magdalene as our guide as a way to follow Jesus. You can find my devotion here, on my denomination’s website umc.org.
However you decide to journey through the Lenten season, I hope it draws you closer to God. You are a beloved child of God!
Thanks for all the support! Mom received all good news from her appointments today. Time is needed to complete healing, and then I am sure there will a need for acceptance. At least it was awhile for me before I could address all the emotional aspects of cancer and surgery.
So much to celebrate! Regular testing and knowing your body makes a difference. Reminder to do monthly self-exams and annual mammograms.
These are breast cancer cells. I wear this necklace to celebrate that I no longer have them in my body. Though it has been over nine years since my breast cancer diagnosis, it is still an everyday reality for me. Lately it has become even more so.
My mom has breast cancer. I am leaving tomorrow to be with her during her surgery and recovery. This is her 4th time to have cancer, but the first 3 were Ewing’s sarcoma. Now breast, which can be a secondary cancer to Ewing’s. We’ve known for several months, so I have had a lot of time to process and work on my own feelings in therapy.
Her type is different from mine. However, there are some similarities: same breast, two separate spots, radical mastectomy with lymph node biopsy. Pathology will determine any next steps. Her age is on her side.
Being the “expert” on breast cancer is a responsibility I did not ask for, yet usually I am happy to share my story. I am just so grateful to be alive, and want to be supportive and walk alongside others. Having it be my mom, though, has been challenging. I want to be there for her, obviously, but I also do not want it to be in my family. I do not love that my preteen and teen daughters are having to deal with breast cancer again. Luckily, mom and I don’t have the BRCA 1 or 2 genes, but the potential to get breast cancer is still in their minds.
I worked through a lot of my grief from cancer in therapy years ago. However, mom’s diagnosis has brought it all back. Especially as we prepare for her surgery this week, I am remembering more than I would like. A mastectomy is a loss of a body part, though one that is easily hidden. Occasionally, I will be shocked to look down and see nothing there. My scar is beautiful, though.
In September I had my own scare, and the diagnostic mammogram and ultrasound showed nothing. All this was happening while my mom was also doing testing, so it was a worrisome time. Since then I have had my annual checkups with my ob/gyn and oncologist, and both gave me physical exams. Next month will be my annual mammogram.
This is your reminder to do monthly breast self-exams (male or female), and to schedule your annual mammogram if you are over 40. No matter your age or gender, have any suspicious lumps or bumps checked out sooner rather than later. Vigilance matters.
Here is the one minute commercial about breast cancer that aired during the Super Bowl. As Wanda Sykes says, early detection makes a difference. It did for my mom.
I would appreciate any prayers, good vibes, and positive energy you send our way. As female medieval English Catholic mystic Julian of Norwich wrote, “all shall be well, and all shall be well, and all manner of things shall be well.”
Micah 5:2-5 – But you, O Bethlehem of Eprathah, who are the one of the little clans of Judah, from you shall come forth for me one who is to rule in Israel, whose origin is from of old, from ancient days. Therefore he shall give them up until the time when she who is in labor has brought forth; then the rest of his kindred shall return to the people of Israel. And he shall stand and feed his flock in the strength of the Lord, in the majesty of the name of the Lord his God. And they shall live secure, for now he shall be great to the ends of the earth; and he shall be the one of peace.
In this passage, we learn the prophecy that Bethlehem will be the birthplace of someone great. Though Bethlehem is described as the least significant, it will become significant. I am sure those for whom this passage was written could never have imagined that millions of people sing about Bethlehem every year.
We judge people and things by the standards of our culture. That is not how God sees them. God sees possibility and beloved children. We are blinded by our prejudices, ignorance, and fear.
Bethlehem is a small Palestinian town in the West Bank. It is a little over five miles south of Jerusalem. Since October 2023, the tourism industry has declined, and the West Bank has been in even more turmoil. As Christmas approaches once again, what does it mean to celebrate Bethlehem? The political issues are complicated, and deep-rooted, and faith is tied up in the politics. I invite you to consider how your faith informs your politics. What do you think of when you think of Bethlehem in 2024? How is it similar or different to how you think of Bethlehem at the time of Jesus’ birth? Or when you sing “O Little Town of Bethlehem?”
Listen to “O Little Town of Bethlehem,” sung by Nat King Cole.
Prayer: God of peace, we pray for peace in Palestine and Israel, and around the world.
December 23
Luke 2:1-7 – In those days a decree went out from Emperor Augustus that all the world should be registered. This was the first registration and was taken while Quirinius was governor of Syria. All went to their own towns to be registered. Joseph also went from the town of Nazareth in Galilee to Judea, to the city of David called Bethlehem, because he was descended from the house and family of David. He went to be registered with Mary, to whom he was engaged and who was expecting a child. While they were there, the time came for her to deliver her child. And she gave birth to her firstborn son and wrapped him in bands of cloth, and laid him in a manger, because there was no place for them in the inn.
Luke dates Jesus’ birth by referring to the Emperor and Governor by name. Nazareth to Bethlehem is about 8.5 miles. I have to remember that they were traveling on foot and by donkey, with Mary very close to giving birth. It is not a convenient time to be traveling. Nothing about this story is convenient, though. We see these beautiful images of baby Jesus being adored by farm animals in children’s books. In reality, a manger is a trough, not a cradle.
Despite our best efforts, Christmas is rarely perfect. Something happens that does not go quite as planned. It is not always all magic and fun. Life gets in the way. This is the premise of Barbara Robinson’s story The Best Christmas Pageant Ever. I remember watching the 1983 movie as a child, and recently read the book with my family. A new version of the movie was released in November. The Herdman kids, who normally are known for their misdeeds and poor behaviors, are cast in the Christmas pageant. The story is a quick read, and is a story of how God uses this pageant to touch the people in the town. They all agree it is the “best,” though they feared it would be the worst.
However your Christmas plans are shaping up (or not!), remember that it does not have to be perfect. In fact, it will not be. Instead, may the hope, peace, joy, and love of Advent fill your heart as you prepare to celebrate Jesus’ birth.
Read “Love Came Down at Christmas” by Christina Rosetti.
Prayer: Gracious God, give me a heart of love and compassion, for myself and others.
December 24 – Christmas Eve
Luke 2:8-20 – In that region there were shepherds living in the fields, keeping watch over their flock by night. Then the angel of the Lord stood before them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. But the angel said to them, “Do not be afraid; for see – I am bringing you good news of great joy for all the people: to you is born this day in the city of David a Savior, who is the Messiah, the Lord. This will be a sign for you: you will find a child wrapped in bands of cloth and lying in a manger.” And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host, praising God and saying, “Glory to God in the highest of heaven, and on earth peace among those who he favors!”
When the angels had left them and gone into heaven, the shepherds said to one another, “Let us go now to Bethlehem and see this thing that has taken place, which the Lord has made known to us.” So they went with haste and found Mary and Joseph, and the child lying in a manger. When they saw this, they made known what had been told them about this child; and all who heard it were amazed at what the shepherds told them. But Mary treasured all these words and pondered them in her heart. The shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God for all they had heard and seen, as it had been told them.
When a baby is born, everyone is excited to hear the news. The angel of the Lord appearing to the shepherds was a birth announcement, and even these shepherds who were not anxiously awaiting the arrival of a baby that night, still went “with haste” (verse 16) to find the baby. The excitement of Advent and Christmastime each year feels hopeful because every baby represents hope, peace, joy, and love. We get excited as we tell and retell the story of Jesus’ birth, because it is “good news of great joy,” as the angel said. Babies are born to be adored, and Jesus is worth all our adoration. We adore Jesus with our praise and worship, not only on Christmas Eve, but every time we worship. O Come let us adore him, Christ the Lord!
I invite you to attend a worship service today, in person or online, to celebrate the birth of Jesus. To find a service near you, consider looking for a United Methodist Church (my denomination) here.
Listen to Mariah Carey sing “O Come All Ye Faithful/Hallelujah Chorus, featuring her mother, Patricia Carey. Next sing or hum along with Aretha Franklin on “Silent Night.”
Prayer: Jesus, I give you all my adoration and praise with all my heart, mind, and strength.
December 25 – Merry Christmas!
John 1:1-14
In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was in the beginning with God. All things came into being through him, and without him not one thing came into being. What has come into being in him was life, and the life was the light of all people. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not overcome it.
There was a man sent from God, whose name was John. He came as a witness to testify to the light so that all might believe through him. He himself was not the light, but he came to testify to the light. The true light, which enlightens everyone, was coming into the world.
He was in the world, and the world came into being through him: yet the world did not know him. He came to what was his own, and his own people did not accept him. But to all who received him, who believed in his name, he gave power to become children of God, who were born, not of blood or the will of the flesh or the will of man, but of God.
And the Word became flesh and lived among us, and we have seen his glory, the glory of a father’s only son, full of grace and truth.”
A few days ago was the winter solstice. We endured the darkness, and now the days are starting to get longer again. Sunlight is healing, and, at least for me, it helps my mood. Jesus is the light for all people. He came as a baby, grew up to be a man and live among us, fully human, but the world did not recognize his light. In fact, the people in power feared it. Even though he was killed, he was resurrected in glory. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness does not extinguish it (verse 5).
Today is a day of celebration. We celebrate that Jesus’ light is still shining, through you and me, to the world. “This little light of mine, I’m going to let it shine,” as the song says. Even when we may endure tough times that seem dark, or read disturbing news, or miss the sunshine, as Jesus followers we know that Jesus calls us into a life of light and abundance. Jesus loves you, and me, and all of us, enough to come to us in the flesh and walk among us. Now we are Jesus’ hands and feet, called to let his light shine through us. May you shine as brightly today as the Natal Star over Bethlehem! Merry Christmas!
Listen to “Joy to the World” performed by the Gabriel Trumpet Ensemble and the Mormon Tabernacle Choir then to Dolly Parton singing “Go Tell it on the Mountain.” Sing along!
Prayer: Jesus, Light of the world, you have placed a light within each of us. As we claim the joy of your birth, help us to hold on to that joy all year long. Help us to be your light in the world. When we are overwhelmed with the challenges of this world, fill us with your hope, peace, joy, and love. May we always turn to you with our concerns, lean on you and our sisters and brothers for strength, and trust in your light. Amen.
Psalm 130 – Out of the depths, I cry to you, O Lord! Lord, hear my voice! Let your ears be attentive to the voice of my supplications! If you, or Lord, should mark iniquities, Lord, who could stand? But there is forgiveness with you, so that you may be revered. I wait for the Lord; my soul waits, and in his word I hope; my soul waits for the Lord, more than those who watch for the morning, more than those who watch for the morning. O Israel, hope in the Lord! For with the Lord there is steadfast love, and with him is great power to redeem. It is he who will redeem Israel from all its iniquities.
As a writer, I love words. However, words don’t always come in our difficult moments. Often, it is then that lyrics to my favorite hymns come to mind. Sometimes my prayers are tears, and other times, they are silent, sitting in God’s presence. I know God knows my heart, even if words fail to come.
Whatever is happening in your life right now, know that God is with you. This season of Advent is to remind us that Jesus is Emmanuel – God with us. Whatever you need: comfort, joy, love, forgiveness, acceptance – God is offering it to you this night.
In the northern hemisphere, today is the Winter Solstice. It is the longest night of the year. Maybe you won’t even see the sun where you live.
This time of year invites us to hunker down. It is normal to be tired early when it gets dark early. Starting tomorrow, days will get longer again. Light prevails.
Isaiah 9:2 – The people who walked in darkness have seen a great light; those who lived in a land of deep darkness – on them light has shined.
Listen to “The Longest Night” by Peter Mayer and this one by Mary Chapin Carpenter.
I invite you to pray the Lord’s prayer, in whatever way your heart knows best. Here is how my heart prays it:
Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. Lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. For thine is the Kingdom, and the power, and the glory forever. Amen.
Trinity Cathedral in Portland, Oregon invited me to turn one of my Advent devotions into a podcast. Their theme for this year is the Divine Feminine. Listen here.
I have been enjoying others’ episodes as well. This is my first podcast, and it was a great learning experience.